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Is only amplifying everything he isn't
Till I feel less attached and bored to death but listen
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It's no one's fault, it's just my terrible condition
And I've been thinking if I move out this year
I'll feel my parents slipping
Away and also I'm just scared of that commitment
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Oh I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult
To name this feeling
Would take a hundred thousand years, some kind of grieving
But over what I never had, so I've been speaking
To my therapist, I call her every weekend
I meant to tell you
How I've hated how we left things when it fell through
'Cause you were everything to me, where did you run to?
Was it something that I said that colored you blue?
Oh I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Difficult
Difficult
I've been drinking
And staying up too late reliving bad decisions
I thought eventually my ranting here would fix it
I really think sometimes there's something that I'm missing
Oh I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
Oh I know spiraling is miserable
I should probably go back home
Why does that feel difficult, difficult?
Oh I hope I wake up invisible
I'd be someone no one knows
I guess I'm just difficult, difficult
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